Every person has his/her own end-of-the-world moments. It is part of life that will help us to be more alert in bigger difficulties.
I encountered a lot of problems in my life and some really did shook my world. One of it was a difficulty that I never imagined would affect my well being. My parents were separated but I'm not the child who cries every night in her sleep because of that. I'm not like that for I was like four years old when they got separated and as a kid, I dont remember any bondings I had with my family completely and as my dad as a seaman didn't help.
That difficulty made me strong--made me independent. I have a mind set of "nothing stays forever" so I better not rely on it permanently. As I grew up, it was never a problem to me. Like I don't care if my father didn't really support my studies or anything because I got my mom to fill up all of my needs.
Now the tricky part is when something happened that me and my mom got into a really huge and serious fight until now. So I stay with my father right now. It's not like he can't support me or it would be hard for him to but it's just that my father and together with her new wife didn't know budgeting so the money is not really stable. It's a problem for me because I don't want to stop in my studies or be hassled because of their financial handling problems.
But just like in country, though the Government has a lot of corrupt politician, it struggles and work hard to survive. Our country faces financial problems because of unrecorded purchases or lost money but it's still alive and keep on kicking just like me.
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